'People'

Some 'People' just have the audacity to hurt others and act like they are the one being hurt. AND.. this is the best part, 'they' have the nerve to advice you on how to judge a person, how not to get cheated..bla! bla! bla! .. all bullshits!!!! $@#$$%^..

Meanwhile, the other 'People' have the cheeks to take advantage of others and act like they're so DAMN noble.

To the hell with these dumb-ass 'People'!!! Wasting my precious breath being pissed off and getting all worked up BCOZ of these 'People'. The world would definitely be a better place without these pathetic 'lil souls.

Hmmm... as i am writing this, Michael Jackson's song 'Beat it' came into mind. To be precise, i am actually listening to the whole long list of Jacko's songs on my iTunes ... *LOL*

"Just beat it.... beat it...it doesn't matter who's wrong or right. just beat it...."


*phew* Ok, feeling so much better now..

pre-hen's night

Well, i've decided that i'll just have to put my problems aside just for today. Tonight, i will be attending one of my girl friend's hen's night.


Venue - Passion (VIP area)
Pax - 25 person (+/-).
Dress code - Black.


Here are some pics of the props that i was in-charged to get for 'The Gal' : -

* Angel's wings to be worn by 'The Gal' all night

* Magic wand

Basically, the theme was supposed to be 'Angel vs Devils'. Angel - 'The Gal', Devils - Us ('The gang'). Hence, the wings and wand. We wanted to get devil hairbands for everyone but didn't manage to due to certain reasons. However, we will all be dressed in black and her in white.


Here is my choice of outfit for tonight:-

* Black, corset top (MNG)

* Black, lacy chemise (La Senza) - to be worn under the top

* Corset + chemise - like this!

To be paired with: -

* Black, Lizzy jeans (MNG)

* Doriana stilletos (ALDO)

* Wristlet (Coach)

Need to go get ready now. Kinda late (*aiks*). Ciao!! PPPParrtyyyy!!!!

return of bad luck...

Problems, why didn't you go away??? More and more problems are ambushing me from left, right, centre, front again. It's like under a death sentence, being forced to stand in front of a firing squad and you can't do no shit about it. Why???? I think i'm on the verge of insanity soon. Is this somehow a way of god's punishment to me?? Did i do something wrong???

The epiphany of not having a car right now is just too much to bear.. Especially for someone in sales. I depend solely on my car to do my job. My car literally is my source of income. Without one, it's like being crippled! Plus, to make things worse, it's my most critical moment of all, my closing month for the quarter!! And this quarter, i stand a very high chance of hitting my target!!!

I used to be and was a strong, independent and tough person all along..TILL NOW..i don't know really know how long i can take it anymore..!!! I've tried to look at things positively but it's just too sudden AND ...TOO MUCHH to bear!!! I just can't think straight anymore... everything is so DAMN screwed up.. all my plans are practically messed up.. I know i have plans to get a new car. BUTTT... it's just not the f****** right time.

F***!!!! When will all this shit come to an end??? I guess this is nature's way of throwing a challenge at you. Prepared or not, you have to face it no matter what happens? Can you make it, it all comes down to you?? Can i do it?? That is not a question. I've to bear with whatever is thrown at me, overcome it and strive to survive no matter what!! Every second, i am constantly telling myself, comforting will be the precise word, " This will be over soon. You've been through the worst, you will survive. Be strong!! "

Life is full of challenges. At the age of 27, both my sanity and patience is being tested now. I was tested once previously and i managed to survive. All these while, i've been living in a very protective world. Until now, it all comes down to making it or breaking it. Can i make it??? I am very sure that i am most DEFINITELY not a loser and i will NEVER, EVER, give up no matter what happens. I WILL SURVIVE AND STRIVE THROUGH THESE BAD TIMES (*psyching myself to the max now*). I'm just lucky to be alive. That's all that matters. I just hope (*fingers crossed*) that all this will come to an end soon (*PLEASEEEE*)....

rainy day

Basically, the grey and cloudy skies reflects my mood today. Was in the midst of getting ready for work when it started pouring heavily outside. The skies seems to be crying on my behalf.
And, i started wishing:-

" Rain, rain, please go away. Come back another day!
Problems, problems, please go away. But, don't come back any other day!"

Will my prayers be answered???? ......

u

you no longer care for me like you did before..i thought time will heal everything..but...

When am i gonna get my car back??????

Just when i thought that everything is slowly reverting back to normal, shit hits the fan again (*excuse my language*). It's been over 3 weeks and I STILL HAVEN'T GOT MY CAR YET!!!!! GOD DAMN THOSE PPL!!! I'm so angry and frustrated. Hence, the intense heart palpitation. Think i'm going to get a stroke soon. Not heat stroke but HEART STROKE!!!!

WHY???? WHy??? Why can't things go back to normal?? After 2 whole weeks of sleepless nights, I've tried distracting myself with retail therapy, attending events, going out, work AND de-stressing with my 'happy' pill. But somehow or rather, i still don't feel the same anymore. Part of the reason, STILL HAVENT GOT MY CAR BACK YET!!!!!!! (*ARGGGGHHHHH*) and till i get my car back, i still can't live normally as before.

As much as i appreciate my friend and family for loaning me their car during this course of 'crippled-ness' to get around and most importantly, work, i just don't feel comfortable driving other people's car! It's just the same as borrowing stuff from others. I just don't like the feeling of owing people stuff or troubling others. (*ARGGGGHHHHH*)

And, worst thing is, i don't know when i can get it back. How can things be so messed up?? Why are the work shop people so damn irresponsible?? Shouldn't they be reporting any updates to me from time to time? Initially, they told me that my car would be ready within 2-3 weeks. HOWEVERRR... it's been over 3 weeks now, and still no news. They never call me back when they should and when i call up, they answer but they can never give me an answer as to when i can get my car back...F@@@!!! Have they even started the repair yet??? I HATE THEM to the core!!!!!!

Please god!!!! I beg you, please let this nightmare be over soon. pleaseeeeee!!! When can this stroke of bad luck come to an end?? I just want things to go back to normal...please??

secrets of louisiana

Another birthday dinner attended 2 weeks ago.

Venue - Secret of Louisiana @ Plaza Kelana Jaya.

(visit their website, http://www.secretoflouisiana.com for more details)

* Location Map (from the website)

My outfit for the night:-

* Black, newsboy hat (H & M)

Short-sleeved navy shirt jumpsuit (bought in Taiwan - less than rm30)

brown-rimmed specs (Esprit - had it since uni)

Here are some pics of the place:-

* Secret of Louisiana (Quoted from the website: We serve the best Cajun style seafood and steak in town)

* Lakeside dining

Since there were 8 of us, we decided to order an appetizer, some salads & a few main courses to share. This way, we can try out more foods. Basically, everyone was already starting to salivate as we flipped through the food menu. Here are our food choices for the night:-

Salads -

* Jazz Caesar Salad

*Firecracker Tataki Salmon Salad

* Cajun Chicken Salad

Appetiser -

* Mushroom thingy (one of the Specials for the day)

Main courses -

* Louisiana's Shrimps Scampi

* Rosemary Lamb Shoulder

* Salmon with Almonds

* Louisiana's Blackened Cajun Chicken

* Forgot the name of this dish (*oops*)

Sides -

* Mashed Potatoes

* French Fries

Louisiana's version of Tobasco sauce -

* Trappey's Hot Sauce (not as nice as tobasco though. plus, it's not even near to being hot)

Drinks -

* Hoegarden draft & Carlsberg

Once our tummy's are filled and while waiting for dessert time, cam-whoring session commenced (* hehe*): -

Then, it was time for everyone to bellow out the birthday song, more pics and indulging into the long awaited dessert, ice-cream cake (*yummy*).

* Birthday gal

* Group pic w the Birthday gal

* My piece of the birthday cake =)

Overall, i would give a 3.5 out of 5 for both the food and the ambience. Would definitely come back again to try out the rest of the menu. Price wise - fairly reasonable and affordable, especially since the portions served are huge, so remember not to over order and sharing is strongly recommended.

However, service wise might tend to be a bit slow though, particularly on weekends. A great, laid-back but comfy place to bring your families, friends or lovers etc..definitely a MUST VISIT!!! Oh, and it's 100% pork free (halal).

ANd.. do bear in mind, the place (Plaza Kelana Jaya) is still fairly new, opened just a few months back i think. There's only a few other restaurants available besides Secrets of Louisiana but i foresee more to come. Btw, parking is free on weekends.

Some of the must-try (from the menu) are:-

Du Monte Lamb Shank

Flame- Grilled Rack of Lamb

Garlic Fest Tenderloin

Crunchy Butter Fish

Creamy Herbs Baked Salmon

Seafood Gumbo

Jazz Green Mussel

Louisiana's Crab Cake

Gosh! My stomach is starting to growl now at the thought of all the mouth-watering dishes. So much that i haven't tried yet (*evil grin*), must go back! Oh, to those beer lovers, for happy hour, 2 jugs of Carlsberg only cost rm60 and Hoegarden draft is available as well as Budweiser etc. Wine, all kinds of liquor and cocktails are also available (*wink*). So, what are you waiting for???