suffocating

Was listening to the newly downloaded Orianthi's (one hot & super talented babe!! just love her guitar strumming skills *envy*) song ' Suffocated'.. this phrase from the song strongly depicts how I am currently feeling " Why am I still suffocated? I'm constantly devastated, just to stay alive!! " ...

don't know!!

Is it better to carry a 'don't know' attitude in life?

Is it good to hide sadness behind a smile?

OR pain behind a laughter?

I really DON"T KNOW (!!!!)..

~ home sweet home ~

Whoopee!! Alas, I'm home after 2.5 hours on the road. Was trying my best not to fall asleep along the way..best remedy to curb sleepiness while driving = food! Haha..Munched on some leftover McD's curly fries from lunch and washed it down with some caffeine (Coke, of course!). The flu is just killing me..*Grrrr*

Ok, some backdated pics from last weekend's partying:-

(Rootz Club - early celebration of Miss J's bday)

* Super tiny table (better than nothing rite?) *

* Gals in black *

* Note:- Don't really know the ppl at the back, yo! *

* Same goes to my left and right - friend of frennie'f fren i guess?? LOL - whateva!! *

(Quattro - 2nd celebration of Mr L.C's bday; 1st one was at Bamboo on Thurs but pics not with me)

* Alert! This is the result of severely high alcohol level draining in our bloodstreams @_@ hence, leading to cam-whoring!!! *

(My outfit for Bamboo)

* Dress - Khoon Hooi (Great buy! Love the perfect cutting of the dress that accentuates my body) *

* Newsboy cap - This is a perfect cover-up for a gal's bad hair day! *

Hehe..as you can see from the pics, my fav black cap made 3 debut appearances last week . Reason being, need I say it out again - yes! BAD HAIR DAY!!!! I think it's about time for a new hair perm + hair cut + color = $$$.. ( I do wish $$$ grow on trees! )

triple play ~

Thus - Bamboo, Fri - Library & Quattro, Sat - Rootz (yippee! Been there at last!) :- That pretty much sums up how i spent my weekend --> side effects of too much partying?? = Me catching the flu bug due to severe lack of sleep and wayyyY too much alcohol in my bloodstream. *yikes* But it was fun though. *sneezes* Excuse me!

More birthday celebrations to come, which means..hehe..do I even need to spell it out? P.A.R.T.Y.. I guess that's just how I kill time as I CAN'T stand staying at home alone.

Despite much negative reviews about Rootz among frennies, I find it quite alright actually; though I prefer Sultan Lounge @MO Hotel more. The place was just like a box, with a dancefloor, bar and a DJ. Before the place was flooded with people, it looks quite cool BUT, later on, the crowd was just CRAZY..I felt like being squashed in a can of sardines. However, I must admit that the quality of the crowd was WAYYYyy much better than Bamboo, Library & Quattro.

Eee...the Internet connection has been really really BAD recently..I can't seem to upload any pics.. *pfffttttt* How frustrating!! Gosh! Can someone chase away the flu bug from me..? I hate being sick, especially when I am on a business trip down South.. simply annoyying!! Am writing this from my hotel room, which FYI does not come with free Wifi *grrr*. Luckily, I remembered to bring along my broadband with me *pat on shoulder*

Can't wait to go home!! Was supposed to spend another night in Malacca but I've decided to head home and drive down to Malacca on Thus morning instead. I miss my own bed and pillow..=( *sniffs* Well, am killing time munching on my grilled chicken panina from Vivo, while watching Gossip Girl season 2 on 8TV. Am currently hatˆng my job even more..the waiting, the travelling, the asshole and bitches..(arrrgGhHhh) ...the list goes on... When can I get out of this dilemma???? *sigh*

whoopee doo!

It's finally Friday! I've just survived another week.. Plans for tonight would be a pre-birthday dinner and drinks at the Library, and subsequently, would be heading to Quattro..yes! AGAIN!!.. And, Saturday night would be spent partying at the latest scene in town - Rootz, located on the rooftop of Lot 10 - another birthday celebration. *LOL*

Oh well! As the year is drawing to an end, more party invitations to come, I guess! Goodie =)

BTW, what to wear later???? ... I need more new party clothes and shoes!!!

pre-weekend =)

Thank god! It's finally Thursday, weekend is just within an arms reach. I have a birthday party to attend later at Bamboo, TTDI plaza... Hmm.. haven't thought of what to wear yet. Guess this calls for Project Recycle again.. oR.. I can skip the whole fiasco, stay home and watch the telly?? *LOL* Am feeling a bit lethargic today. Had a weird dream while I was napping just now. Nice weather these days to ZZZzzzz! Well, we'll just see how it goes later..

Plus, I have to report back to office AGAIN for f***s tomorrow morning. Have to do some shitty role play. Thanks to the a**hole manager of mine! What a waste of time!!!!! Besides, those freaking detailing aids are bloody old news. The aging process on the detailing aids are so damn apparent. SoOoo embarassing to even use it in front of the docs. Not that I am prejudiced towards short people, BUT some are just born to be a NO-BRAINER!!!

Oh! Interesting news I read from style.com and nitrolicious.com this afternoon, Jimmy Choo for H&M is RESTOCKING tomorrow at 3 H&M stores in New York!!! May I repeat, in New York only!! What about London??? Sigh! Is it just my fate that I am not destined to be a proud owner of a pair of Choos at an awesome price?? Just love the one in electric blue...*sobsob* and the zebra-striped clutch and the gladiator heels and the flats..(the list will be never ending)

Note: I still haven't got over the fact that H&M is not available in Malaysia, as well as Target and a few other good stuff..What country are we living in?? Why are we always deprived from all these bargains??? @##$%%^**

Btw, had my eyes on a Longchamp x Jeremy Scott 'Bone' Pliage bag, upon reading another updated post from nitrolicious.com. *hearts* And the best part, the retail price is $224 only.. Splurge or steal? Sweet!!

(Photo credits - fashionbombdaily.com/nitrolicious.com)

Am awaiting *fingers crossed* good news from frenny in London... Hope she got my text message and email! Wonder if the retail store in Pavilion has it? Must go check it out tomorrow! See..talk about shopping ban! It's so tough with all the temptations around me. Urgghhhh... Must get it though >.<

It's pouring again and again...

Rain! Rain! Rain! This is practically the weather here for the past few weeks. I guess it's what they call the 'Monsoon' season as year end is approaching us at the speed of light. Hmm.. Time flies, don't you think? Again, my mood is indirectly affected by the dark skies and pouring rain. Reason being, received some news that basically shocked me to the core..but, whether it's true or false, I am very determined to find out. Still had trouble sleeping after taking a dose of Xanax.

Whhhhyyy???? Each and everytime I am starting to feel a teensy bit happy and am in the midst of regaining myself, I get attacked by another chaotic hiatus AGAIN!!! Pffffttttttttt...

Another bad news, Jimmy Choo's for H&M are all SOLD OUT, even the clutches too!! Damn! But can't blame the madness because it's Jimmy Choo for a bargain price *sob*..Just not my luck, I guess. Envy but happy for the peeps who managed to brave through the mad queue and be a proud owner of those purrrdyy goods. What a steal!!

Gosh! Talking about fashion, Rodarte for Target is going to hit the stores and the online website on December 20th. *Grrrrr* Am currently wishing I live in the States now.. This is sooOOo not fair!! And to rub salt into the wound, I just read from stylecaster.com, Jean Paul Gaultier will be collaborating with Target as well as Sonia Rykiel for H&M. *BoohoooOOO*

How come we are deprived from all these fantabulous bargains on this side of the earth??? So so so NOT FAIR!!!!!