Top 3 pet peeves ...

Oh boy! The 200th post is sadly another ranting of mine. However, I desperately need to get these lingering thoughts out of my mind because it's FRUSTRATING AND ANNOYING me!!!!!

1. Guys who are NOT gentlemens .. F***ing pathetic souls! I pity them! 

A perfect example of one of the many incidents by this un-gentlemenly so-called 'friend', leaving your poor friend waiting after confirming to meet for a drink FOR AN HOUR PLUS (@@#$$%^^ ASSHOLE!!!!) without informing any delays or whatsoever as if the person is compelled to wait for the A-hole. Bastard (Do excuse my language!!).  And when out with this ungentlemenly so-called 'friend', he'll be constantly on the phone or texting all the time. Wtf!! Any respect for others? No!! Just so you know, he's desperate for an other half but that's not an effing excuse to ignore or treat your friends this way. Conclusion, this is what I consider as 'toxic' friends.

2. Dramatic FAKE people!!!!

Manipulative, DRAMA! DRAMA! DRAMA!, and more dramas - the precise word to describe these annoying homo sapiens. Pathetic souls!!!! I pity them too!! They can be nominated for the Oscars or whatever there is available 'coz they are effing FAKE!!! And LIARS!!!

3. Friends who are NOT sincere!!!!

You are always there to listen to their complaints, rantings etc.. BUT when the tables are turned, they ARE NEVER there for you. Or, those effing people that put you down just to make themselves feel superior. Wtf!! More pathetic souls!! Guess what? I've officially ran out of pity or empathy!

I believe the true meaning of friendship should always be a give and take in life but when 'some' goes across the limit, it is officially a no no. Which in other words means, that pathetic soul does not appreciate or cherish the friendship you have given or showered upon them and these are definitely considered 'toxic'!!! 

Hence, these incidents and pathetic souls have ignited my urge to filter out these 'toxic' people from my life in order to achieve a more positive, PEACEFUL and balanced mindset plus life. I've had enough share of dramas, negative-ness and shitty people, not forgetting the stress from work, so with all these 'toxic' around, it's definitely not helping at all. Btw, not dissing anyone in particular but enough is enough!!

Anyhow, as I mentioned earlier, this is just a rant that have been pent up all these while... 

*sigh*

An urge to rant ...

Recently, I've been feeling a wee bit very weak (emotionally). Boredom is always looming around and haunting me. Argghh!!!! Go away please!! I hate this feeling. Hmm.. all of a sudden, I am perpetually out of words. A bit of writers block! Ewww ...

Oh well! Guess it's off to bed now since my mind is pretty blank at the moment. Will try to write more soon. Need to vent out those sickly feelings stuck inside my mind. Hate it! Hate it!

Sigh! Goodnite .. *still whining* .. 

Pet peeves of sharing a living space with others ...

1. Sleep disturbances caused by MENTAL, PSYCHOPATIC maniacs who bring his/her bf to the crib in the wee hours of the morning, watching telly and turning on the music frm the laptop at the same time. (By that, I'm talking about 4am - 7am ... The time where you are suppose to be sleeping soundly!!!! No brainers, huh?) 

2. Inconsideration of others - Washing clothes at 4am (Again, WTF??? If it's not a case of mental, then what else can we call this?? 4 am!!! ) 

3. Noise pollution - Turning on the TV/music volume to the max like he/she is borned deaf without considering that the fact the housemates are sleeping or resting in the own rooms and WOULD LOVE some PEACE & QUIET!! 

4. Cleanliness - Hygiene is a very CRUCIAL thing when living with others. I hate those LAZY, DIRTY B****es that LEAVE THEIR RUBBISH STACKING OUTSIDE THE ROOM OR IN THE KITCHEN TILL MAGGOTS START TO BREED AMONG THEIR TRASH.

5. Selfishness - Not doing their share of chores (mopping, cleaning, sweeping etc) in the house BUT when they clean, they only clean INSIDE their rooms! How selfish can these people be? And when the utensils run out of stock, they will not take the initiative to buy new ones. They do not chip in on the groceries but tend to use it generously without asking permission in advance. (F***ing 'Scrooges'!!!!)

6. Bills - They let the electric and water bills stack for months and will not take the initiative to pay them till their being told to. Again, we're dealing with some screwed up 'Scrooges' here !!

These are the main few things that I've found to be VERY COMMON when sharing a living space with others (despite the fact that some of the housemates are ACTUALLY people who you call 'friends' .. Uh huh! So called 'friends'!!). 

Not only do they abuse your generosity towards them but they affect the peace of mind that a living space is suppose to provide after a stressful day at work. I'm just dyinggggggg.... practically wishing every single day that my wish to own a place of my own will come true very very very soon!!! God, please lend a helping hand in making my wish come true! Puhhhleeeaseeee.... *sobs* ... Really 'beh tahan' ...

Reads ...

Purchased these books a month ago and I have yet to finish any one of it. Am currently on Eat Pray Love - Elizabeth Gilbert but reading got stalled due to the immense workload from the new job. Hence, by the end of the day, I am left severely drained and exhausted. The only thing that I look forward every week is for the weekend to arrive so that I can recuperate and get some sleep. However, on the brighter side of things, I managed to hit my first month's target and $$$ will be coming in by end of the month. Whoopee doo!! 

Anyways, am vowed to finish these two soon (hopefully!!!). All I can say about my new job is that it's full of drama, stress and drama .. *lol* .. I hate dramas but wth, I just try to do my own thing and ignore the rest. Can't wait for November to arrive because I have to undergo another dreadful product training for the whole of next week. Argghhhh!!! Dreading the fact that I have to be cooped up in the office studying and going through exams and validations the whole damn week!! 

Oh! I managed to watch Eat Pray Love, the movie on Sunday. Finally!! I love it .. How I wish I could spend a whole year travelling without having to worry financially. Oh well! That's what movies are made for - imagination!!

X

Can someone hit me with a stick, puhleaseee?

Bugger!!! Since yesterday, I have been having trouble sleeping (@#$%%^*) despite the fact that I am extremely exhausted due to the lack of sleep for the past few days. Arrrrrgggggghhhh ... And to add salt to the wound, my coughing seems to be getting worse and IS as ANNOYING as hell!!! 

*Coughing*

Puhhleaaaseeee... gimme a break and allow me to have some rest for once!! Shoo ... cough, please go away! 

Btw, my birthday is coming soon in officially 48 hours from now, I am going to be a year older!! Yo, shawty! It's my birthday ... lalalala .. (forgot the rest of the lyrics to this 50 cents song). Hmm.. am having mixed feelings this year. Excited but not so excited .. Yes! I'm one confused 'ol cow!!! Honestly speaking, not much plans for my big day this year actually. We'll see how things go..

Gota go try to get some beauty sleep, which I am severely lacking now (hence, the cranki-ness in me is escalating by the hour).  

P/S: Do you think a late night supper will be of any help?? ... Hmmm .... Nahh... gota inflict some self-control towards gluttony indulgence!!! No $$$ for new clothes at the moment!! Current status = POOR COW ... *sobs*

OMG!!! Saleeeeeeessssss ...

What a pleasant discovery!! Have just stumbled upon this site called Shopping n Sales (Psst ...already saved this link in my bookmark for future references!!!). And, guess what?? 

Too bad, I, of all person, should not even think of going or can not afford the luxury of sales or shopping at the moment!! Oh well .. Wtf!!! I am not so into Gucci (not saying it just to make myself feel better), except for their shoes, clothes and accessories. Plus, Gucci are for commoners. Oops! A bit of arrogance detected here ..but it's true!! Especially in Asian countries (MYS, HK, SG and bla! bla! bla!). 

A perfect example would be HongKong. Walk along any streets in Tsim Sha Tsui area - especially Canton Road (where all the luxury stores are located), off-hand you can see the same Gucci or LV bag carried by 4 or 5 different person. Or nearer, go to Pavilion, KLCC, Mid-Valley etc.. the amount of people carrying either a Speedy or Neverfull (LV) is just ridiculous!! Or Gucci totes .. and some even have the audacity to carry fakes!! Eeeww ... an utter disgrace to all the bag lovers out there!!! If you can't afford one, then don't get one! 

Reason being, go to any one of the malls, aunties, grandma's, 'ah lian's'  etc .. all carry the same stuff. Same goes to LV and Coach. And sad to say, usually to these type of homosapiens, LV, Gucci and Coach are the few luxury brands that they know of. SooOo typical!! 

This reminds me of a personal experience over a year ago, during a Taipei trip. I will not mention names but what happen was like this:- 

(@ FENDI store, Taipei 101) 

Frenny, 'A': Which bag should I buy? Is it ok if I get the same Zucha as you? I loveeee the pink one (last one standing & the one that I chose). 

Me: *speechless* Erm ........... I guess it's ok. Maybe we can check with the retail assistant to see whether there's stock.

Frenny 'B': Ok ... But I think I want to check out COACH first. 

Frenny 'C' : Why of all brands, COACH??? Look! DIOR is around the corner, let's go and have a quick look first so that you have more options to play around with.

* After waiting for 20-30 mins, I had to scour to the Dior store to get them. Paid for our goods at FENDI and headed back to DIOR *

Frenny 'A' : Look! What do you think of this bag? Don't you think it's too expensive for a DIOR?

Me: What?? RM1800 (after conversion) is expensive? This is a DIOR bag we're talking about!!! I'd buy that in split second. (@#$%^& in my mind, frustration level = medium)

Frenny 'A' : Really? But not many people know of this brand.

Frenny 'B' and me : *frustration escalating*  You have got to be kidding!!! Anyone who doesn't know DIOR is a loser .. Besides, why care about others? You are the one paying for the bag.

Frenny 'A' : I know, but I want others to know which brand of bag I'm carrying mah... Can I check out COACH first? I think I prefer COACH over DIOR. 'Coz more people can recognize COACH bags.

Frenny 'B', 'C' and me : =.= III ... 

 Omg! It was most frustrating, talking to someone who clearly DO NOT KNOW anything about luxury brands. And the cherry on the cake was, she was the most indecisive   person EVER!!!! Even the guys, B & C can't take it too.. 

I reckon, there should be LUXURY BRAND's education implemented for those who choose to carry these bags !!! *LOL* And some people have not even heard of Balenciaga, D'Squared, Roberto Cavalli etc... What is wrong with these people??? Geez ..

Better go stuff myself with breakfast to ease the frustration.. *LOL*

>.<

Utterly annoyed ..

I am sick and tired of those people who kept asking, " Have you found a job already?" or " When are you planning to get a job?". Which part of taking a sabbatical do they not understand?? Some people can be so lame. Not all work like a friggin robot and work just for the sake of having a job. I'm tired of being normal, just like the rest. I want to do what I like to do. At times, there's a strong urge of asking them to 'F*** off' because it's utterly annoying having people ask you the same old questions constantly all the time!! But I can't... that'll be too rude of me. So, I choose to ignore...Yes!!! IGNORE!! Silence is golden. Sooner or later, those freaks will grow tired of themselves. Whatever!! Some people are just lame.

OOo...am beginning to feel ecstatic about my trip!! Haven't packed anything yet ..and I head back to the city tomorrow for a haircut and some touch up's AND most importantly, collect my clothes and shoes etc.. Oh! A birthday party to attend on Friday night.

Hooray~

Sleep disturbance...@#$%^

Talk about blissful sleeping when you get woken up by the bustling sounds of generators, constructions and huge lorries honking every single day at 9 am. Urghhhhh.. so annoying!!!! The past recent months, I've been severely deprived of sleep since the construction of The Rafflesia (bungalows for the uber-rich) began. Generally, it was from 9am - 6pm on weekdays and Saturdays. Good morning? Hell no!!

* The culprit *

* A jist of the never-ending constructions *

feelings ~

I just realized that certain feelings that have been pent up inside you for so long, can NEVER be eliminated. It will forever pop up constantly, no matter how hard you try not to succumb into it. The more you push it away, the more it'll come back to haunt you.

So, how do you overcome it? With no disguise whatsoever, let it be, welcome it and overcome it! No fear! This time, be smarter..*evil smile* Let your creativity shine! Basically, this is to prevent it from emerging again and again, haunting you from time to time.

Have you ever heard of this saying 'Will the best man wins!' ? That's how it is in this world, it's all about survival, revenge and mindset in this 'dog-eat-dog' world. Another one of the facts that we need to accept in this harsh, harsh reality.

One thing I've learnt, think with your brains and never act harshly. Allow yourself to be angry for ONLY a minute. After that, chill and think of ways how to turn things around (in other words, revenge). Back in the past, I've been too naive, always acting harshly with a temper of the devil in me. Looking back, it did me no good.

Regret much? Slightly, some things could've been handled in a more subtle manner and the end result would've been wayyy different. But, never ever let yourself succumb too much into regrets. I've learnt my lesson. The devil in me is emerging BUT this time, with a level of maturity, more calmness (working hard to instill more of this in me - my 2010 new years resolution), thinking with the brains instead of the heart, being evil but appear innocent. Plenty of room for improvement. I reckon, it's never too late if you have the will to change!!

In case you're curious to know what I have up my sleeves, *shush* it's a secret!! ...*fingers crossed* ..

Gota grab some beauty sleep now. Need more rest to think wisely. Hola!! Nitez ~

X

Ain't life a bitch?

You know what??... I certainly and EXTREMELY hate it when people tells you.."Oh! You're smart BUT you're too smart to be a wife.".. Wtf??? *groans* ... Get a life, dude!! Don't fucking make excuses for yourself to go out and cheat on your girly, who apparently is either too damn dumb or totally acting Miss Goody-Goody-Two-Shoes aka..Two-Faced so that you think she is perfectly understanding and suitable to become your future wife. No brainers!!! That's what my perception of Asian guys by far, who totally indulges in self-deception!!! Bastards!!

* Note to all guys out there:-

' Being smart is NOT a sin!!' It's a gift.. but I guess guys only think with their dicks and not their brains, which apparently is located up their asses!!

So, if you do not know how to appreciate the presence of a smart, independent woman..then, just FUCK OFF!!!!! Douchebag!!!

post-travelling exhaustion..

All the travelling is finally coming to a halt, em, wait! Soon, I hope!! .. Another wedding (ex-colleague's) to attend this Sat, in Seremban. And final trip down south (for work, this time) to settle off whatever pending before I call the quits. Am definitely counting the days and checking my bank a/c constantly. Once the $ is in, I am tendering. *fingers crossed* OOooohh..can't wait!!!

Btw, red alert!! The dangerously low figures in my bank account is making me super grouchy and paranoid. Will the accounts department please add in more efficiency in processing the claims and incentives ASAP!!!

I am still deprived of sleep despite my constant attempts to recuperate. Went back to Seremban yesterday in the evening to attend the duo celebration - my niece's full moon + cousin's birthday. Highlight of the night - being attacked by relatives with the question " When are you getting married? When's your turn?" ..*pffffttttt* My first reaction was to ask them to bugger off and leave me alone BUT of course, I can't do that. Did it mentally though..Hmpphh!! Whatever!! Our family's 'lil princess was asleep most of the time 'coz apparently, she spent the whole day awake. But she was so cute when she slept. She woke up in time for the cake cutting session. She's a definite cutey!

The duo celebration was held at one of the chinese restaurants in Seremban, Lucky Palace. And the thing that pisses me most about chinese restaurants is the service, especially this particular restaurant. They had the cheeks to switch off the lights while we were still in the restaurant, leaving us in dark while we were collecting the leftover cakes and wines. Wtf? How can they do that? I understand that they are closing but this is a hell of a way to kick your customers out, right? No more second time for us. No brainers!! Bloody cina-bengs + lians .. We are definitely not going back again.

Gotta grab some beauty sleep now.. Guten nacht!! (Goodnight in German) ..

Crazy week..

Dead tired. Just came back from Bangkok (for SIMP annual meeting) BUT will be leaving for J.B at 10.30am tomorrow morning. Road trip down south for frennie's wedding. The meeting sux big time. Everyday we started from 8am (local time, 9.00am MYS time) to 6pm (local time, 7pm MYS time). TORTURE!!!! Soo glad to be home...^.^

My flight was bit delayed just now and by the time I reached home, it was 12.30am already. *pffffftttttt*... I see stars everywhere.. Hopefully, there's time for massage tomorrow. Am kinda addicted to it, especially these past 5 days. We went almost everyday (4 out of 5 days).

Low batt alert!!! System shutting down... (to be continued)..

shitty low life's

Incident - (Kota Damansara)

No brainer, driving a black Honda Jazz, car no. plate JP 38, hogging the road, moving at 20km/hr and stopping in the middle of a T-junction and parking in the middle of an intersection. WTF??? And, when I horned at the a**hole, he had the audacity to be pissed off and tailed my car, pressing on his car horn all the way thinking he is so damn superior. *pfffffttt* Totally not scared of all this shitty low-life's!!! Crazy! Then, he stopped beside my car and was scolding as if I could hear a f*** he's saying. Yes! Pigs with no brains. Plus, it was raining heavily.

Next, pig brain parked right in front of my car in attempt to scare me and started scolding again. (Wtf? Am totally not wavered by all this low-life's). Besides, I can't hear a word he's saying. Geez! Get a life ya bloody a**!!! This is not bloody JB ya shit-head! In KL city, everyone IS a road bully. No one will give a shyte to low-life's like u!! I was in the midst of dialling 999 to report on the a**hole harassing me, when he left after he saw I wasn't even a tad affected by all his bullshits.

So peeps, welcome to Malaysia! The land of 'babi's' and low-life no brainers on the road!!!

In dire straits..

Dire straits - Totally the right word to describe my current dilemma! Had sleepless nights recently, with a constant battle of thoughts in my mind. The question that is constantly dwelling in my mind IS..*drum roll* ..Should I quit my job? Seriously, I have been so torn between maintaining financial stability and mental stability. Reason being, am totally unhappy and demotivated with and by my current job. Fyi! Thanks to shitty bosses and crappy management!!

As the year end approaches us at the speed of light, I felt that I've lost a whole year, demotivated, upset, unhappy, wasting time, no achievements, slacking and worse of all, feeling the lowest I've ever been.. Ever! Gosh! Totally not a good feeling, for sure! I guess I've reached a point that I am kinda losing it..my sanity, myself... being constantly depressed, angry, unsatisfied with 'lil things, big things, well, basically EVERYTHING!! This is the worst battle I've ever been through amongst all the other ones.

After a series of sleepless nights leading to bad skin conditions (whiteheads! blackheads!! pimples!!!), I finally made up my mind last night. Yes! I've decided to quit my job and take a break (desperately needed). It's gonna be a bit tight though, the most I can last without working is till April '10 (that's the worse scenario). However, things will be better, provided luck is on my side to enable me to get incentives for Q4. Then, I can last longer and financially wise will not be so frugal during the days of being jobless. *fingers crossed*

Is it a wise decision? I really don't know for sure. Some are telling me that next year, we will be hit by another economic crisis and things will be bad. Am a bit distraught upon hearing this but ... I really don't know.. I just can't bear being in this shitty situation anymore. I'm going to lose my mind soon. On the verge of reaching insanity, probably might be partly due to the absence of 'magic pills' (out of stock) to help calm my mind. How??? What should I do??? Should I stick to my decision??

Efficiency of malaysian banks!!

Guess what you get for paying your credit card bills early? LATE CHARGES!!! RM50. Wtf??? I just found out that I was charged a freaking RM50 for late charges. My payment was actually due on the 21st Nov and I settled the payment wayyy much earlier on the 31st Oct. Well, you see, I tend to have a habit of clearing all bills once I receive my salary every end of the month.

But, thank you Maybank, for being sOOooo freaking stupid, that you charge your customers for paying EARLY!!! * Pfffffttttt * They are sooo gona get it from me tomorrow..@#$%^& .. You pay early, you get charged for late charges! You pay late, you get charged for late charges! Are our banks turning into loan sharks now or what??

Another thing about banks that pisses me off, Public Bank this time. Went to collect my renewal credit card this afternoon. First, I had to wait for the stupid bank teller to finish talking crap in Cantonese on the phone (Yeah! That's what they do to keep ppl waiting!!! ). Then, I had to wait for another freaking 15-20 minutes for the god damn Chinese lady to scramble around in search for my renewal card, dropping and picking up things as she go around (talk about efficiency!!!!) before she manage to locate my god forsaking renewal card (!!!!).

I am not one with high patience levels but trust me, the way they do things and the way they carry themselves certainly does not portray a tiniest bit of professionalism at all!! It's like a mini 'pasar' behind the counters. Wth???? I just can't stand her yapping on the phone like nobody's business and keeping people waiting like she's the god damn Queen or something. Geez, get a grip ya 'ol b****!!! It's time for you to retire, yo!!! *Grrr* N, there were no, thank you's or sorry for waiting! Didn't ya mamma teach you any manners??? Wtf!!! I just kept telling myself, "Chill! We are from different levels! She, IS definitely from the lower level!!"...

There you go, people! The efficiency of Malaysian banks (!!!), bankers etc.. Pain in the ass!!!

sick

*GRRRrrr* Why does the sick bug keeps going after me?? Flu, fever and now diarrhoea ..Geez!!! What the hell is wrong with me???

It's pouring again and again...

Rain! Rain! Rain! This is practically the weather here for the past few weeks. I guess it's what they call the 'Monsoon' season as year end is approaching us at the speed of light. Hmm.. Time flies, don't you think? Again, my mood is indirectly affected by the dark skies and pouring rain. Reason being, received some news that basically shocked me to the core..but, whether it's true or false, I am very determined to find out. Still had trouble sleeping after taking a dose of Xanax.

Whhhhyyy???? Each and everytime I am starting to feel a teensy bit happy and am in the midst of regaining myself, I get attacked by another chaotic hiatus AGAIN!!! Pffffttttttttt...

Another bad news, Jimmy Choo's for H&M are all SOLD OUT, even the clutches too!! Damn! But can't blame the madness because it's Jimmy Choo for a bargain price *sob*..Just not my luck, I guess. Envy but happy for the peeps who managed to brave through the mad queue and be a proud owner of those purrrdyy goods. What a steal!!

Gosh! Talking about fashion, Rodarte for Target is going to hit the stores and the online website on December 20th. *Grrrrr* Am currently wishing I live in the States now.. This is sooOOo not fair!! And to rub salt into the wound, I just read from stylecaster.com, Jean Paul Gaultier will be collaborating with Target as well as Sonia Rykiel for H&M. *BoohoooOOO*

How come we are deprived from all these fantabulous bargains on this side of the earth??? So so so NOT FAIR!!!!!

another bad day (AGAIN!)

It's pouring again.. I just wish the rain will wash away all my tears, my sorrows, my problems, my sadness.. A day filled with frustration and tears, I would say. Reason being - car, parents & stupidity of others! There you go, a glimpse of my pathetic life. To others, they see a 27 year old, with a more than average income, living a slightly luxurious life compared to her peers, branded bags, clothes, shoes, no commitments - lucky is what people describe me. But, lil' do they know about me..the cracks and broken pieces hidden inside. A life filled with tears, sorrows & disappointments. Then again, I'm lucky that god showered me with plenty of friends, good ones. Thank you god! I really appreciate that alot! Without them, I will not have survived till now. Oh well, i guess that's just life. My life!!

Not such a good day afterall..

I have tonnes of frustration and complaints to be spewed out from my raging mind but I just can't find the right words to describe them. Experiencing a tad bit of writer's block..

Oh well! Good news at last! After a few months of feeling lost as if i'm stuck in a rut, I FINALLYYYY FOUND MY WAY BACK!!! *Hoorayyyy* I am back, yo!! Full credits goes to my fellow colleague, Dude J & ex-colleague, Missy N, who have been very supportive throughout my 'Lost' ordeal and I am most sincerely grateful to the both of them, for bringing me back to my senses, waking me up from this nightmare and pulling me back on track. Thanks a lot guysss!!

Ok..that's the good stuff! As for the bad stuff, *Grrr* just the thought of it sets my mind on fire!! Basically it is concerning my car, thanks to the stupidity and ineffeciency of the annoying, chinese-ed, speaking (Sorry! Not that I have anything against chinese-ed, speaking people, BUT some are just @#$$%^^&) banker from Public Bank, I still haven't got my Vios yet. The way these 'people' work is just like shyte - 3 damn weeks just to tell me that it can't be done..bla!bla!bla! If i had gone to other banks, the process would've only taken a week or so.

Bloody annoying!!!! Plus, she said 'Oh! You just started working etc....' Bitch! If you have had open your freaking blind eyes bigger, you can be able to see from my EPF statement that I haven't 'started working'! Did you even bring your peanut brains to work?? My current salary is more than enough to purchase a 70K car, ok!!! It might be even more than what you are pathetically earning in the stupid god-forsakken asshole Public Bank branch in Seremban. Geez! With my current salary, I can purchase a 100K car, damn that bitch!!!

I am running out of patience fast..It has been 3 freaking months. I need the car ASAP!!! One is supposed to be showered with exhilaration and joy of getting a new ride but I definitely am not feeling it. It has been hell for me.. plus it is not the car I wanted and my parents changed the number of the car no.plate that I've originally wanted (@@#$%^^%$^^).. without letting me know!! In fact, I have no say in anything AT ALL and have to settle for whatever that comes my way. This is just great, huh? I'm tired of waiting. Wait!Wait!Wait! That's all i do! For my job, in life .. literally for everything. SIck & friggin' TIRED!!!

Another icing on the cake is living with SLOBS!!!! 'People' would you for god's sake pick up your own mess and shytes!!! I am not your maid, ok!! Bloody hypocrites! Bitches & Faggots aloof, I would say! *arrrghhh*

So, there you go..enough of ranting for the day *phew* ...

halloween day..

I think age is getting into me *GRrrrr* ... Attended an ex-colleague's house warming in bandar Enstek, Nilai (near F1 circuit) just now and was supposed to meet up with my colleague at Changkat for second rounds but as the night proceeded, I felt too tired by the time I reached Damansara toll to proceed to KL to join my colleague. Was supposed to join him at Werner's initially. Besides, my other gal friend was still in Kepong and was also too tired to join.

Had a few drinks at the house warming (red & white wines)..guess the alcoholic in me has disappeared, few drinks is currently taking a toll on me and making me sleepy..Yo, what happened to the E & the Ling? Oh nooooooo!!! I guess it's just the phase I'm currently going through..no mood for anything at all!!! Boo! =( I need to regain my self back... the crazy 'ol party-holic and alcoholic me... come back!!! I miss u.. I'm not liking the new me now...AT ALL!!! WILL THE CRAZY 'OL ELING COME BACK PLS!

P/S: HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEEPS!!