depressed ~

I spent the whole Saturday, sleeping, procrastinating on my bed feeling lower than ever. Depression mode is on full swing in my mind. Unhappy thoughts, angry thoughts, memories are creating heavy traffic in my mind. Tears are flowing from my eyes. I feel like being suffocated by my own thoughts. My brain is throbbing like mad with constant headache. I keep asking myself 'Why?"...... "Why can't things be different?"....'Why me?"..........."why???" All these while, i've been waiting for nothing.... just to be treated a fool??